HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO
WHAT WOULD YOU SACRIFICE
TO BE REMEMBERED BY THE ONE YOU LOVE?
the hardest goodbye
You will always shine in my heart
the truth hurts at times, ignorance is bliss
everything should not have started, if i had kept mum
would have been spared, from the pain i have now
Me?? there's nth much to noe abt me frankly speaking
Name: Norman
The Day: 26 November
loves to play pool (9ft oni) and arcade
damn sad, i spent my saturday doing duty.. sobz.. haiz well, at least it over n done with now.. nth much have been going on lately.. it's mostly camp camp camp... i'm still wishing for ORD to faster come even though i'm clueless abt my next step in life..
fadz went into camp for his 10days confinement, oni to be out on the 3rd day due to a... mishap.. to think on the day itself when tiffany was talking to me, i said jokingly that fadz would fall down in the toilet.. n he really fall down in the toilet.. who the hell, fall in the toilet while showering.. lolz..
on thurs nite, i stayed in due to fri morning need to start work at 6.45am.. so me n 2IC went to the mess, he was telling me he dunno how to play billard, so i took the initiative to teach him.. n hell, i lost to him the first game we played together.. i somehow keep missing, n he somehow, keep snooking me.. n i potted in 75% of the balls.. beginner's luck ?? i dunno man..
tiffany has improved in pool alot.. tues when i went out wif her, she won me in the first 3 games.. i was like, er... shit?? end of the day i won her 5 - 4.. but still, tat's pretty gd of her considering she jus started pool like 2 mths back.. maybe she's a fast learner but i could see that she understood the concept of how the ball hit n move.. now if oni steph could learn tat fast or play as often as her, then i'll gladly fufill watever i promised her..
84more days to the end of my NS.. i really need some ideas on what to do.. i wanted to go study but financially i cannot so tat's out.. maybe i should start looking at jobs adverts on the net and newspaper..
Woke up in a dream today. Forgot all about yesterday. Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore. A little taste of hypocrisy. Fine line between this and that. When things go wrong I pretend the past isn't real. Now I'm trapped in this memory and I'm left in the wake of the mistake. Even though you're so close to me, you're still so distant, and I can't bring you back. It's true, the way I feel. The sound of your voice, painted on my memories. Even if you're not with me, I'm with you
posted @ 9:41 AM