Me?? there's nth much to noe abt me frankly speaking
Name: Norman
The Day: 26 November
loves to play pool (9ft oni) and arcade
ok, i noe i very long nv update.. well, is jus tat i dun really have much time n i really have nth much to update abt.. cos ns is all abt training, survival in jungles, shooting etc.. also due to the fact i oni book out on sat afternoon.. watever i wanted to write also i would have forgotten already.. ok enuff abt tat.. well i'm jus finish my 6th week of BMT.. left 7 more weeks before i finish.. i myself have experience alot of changes to my life in army.. like how i mus share toilet wif others, understand my bunk mates n their patterns.. it's really interesting.. it's jus like going to a new school n getting to noe new people except wif a few other things..
physically i can tell i can grown stronger.. many stuffs which i can't do before i can do betta now.. but mentally, well, tat's a different thing.. i admit i m mentally weak.. i always look forward to bookout everytime i book in..
the thing is, i always miss my parents the most.. cos i'm quite close to them so i really miss them alot when given the time to reflect back.. when i reflect back i realise tat i didn't spend much time wif them.. i'm always out wif my friends or at home playing com.. i knew tat my dad put in alot of effort for me.. n i mus say i admire him so for it.. it's not easy to bring up 2 children alone.. when i was small, i used to reject him when he talked abt remarrying.. i was selfish.. when i came to poly i guess i mus have changed alot cos when my dad wanted to marry my current mom, i didn't object at all.. in fact i kinda supported him.. over time, i knew y i support him, it's becos tat he's been alone for so long.. me n my sis grown up n always not at home.. then he always one person at home.. so i felt it would be rite to have him to have his own companion.. abt my mom, i love her alot also, due to the little things she do for me everyday even though we nv talk much due to the communication barrier.. i'm really happy tat my dad has found his companion.. my mom giving birth in sept.. a boy.. well, how do i say it.. i gonna have a little brother.. i will be there when she give birth no matter wat..
ok, come to my friends.. i got quite a few no. of close friends.. closest to me are ting, peiyu n fadz.. i've known them for a long period of time n they understand me alot.. of cos i have other gd frends such as my poly classmates n cine gang etc.. they always make my day no matter wat.. well, in army u wun really miss friends that much.. y i also dunno la.. however, if there is a ger u like in ur heart.. tat's when suffer.. i always think abt her.. abt wat she's doing, whether she's ok anot.. it's hard.. i got call her every now n then.. u noe jus to hear her voice.. really miss her alot when in camp.. but wat to do.. no choice la.. anywayz, ting n pei will auto be my little bro "sisters".. so yeah, u 2 have another brother now.. n ting, dun worry la i wun die to some little sickness.. i noe u r very concern abt me.. but i told u before, i wan to die i wun die inside one.. there's still alot of things i wan to do wif my life..
well, i gonna quit drinking.. it's very very EX to drink sia.. next time i jus gonna go to pub n jus relax.. no point la drink then feel high for awhile, next day feel like crap.. actually depends la.. if close friends ask me to drink then i will drink abit la.. no money sia.. my ns pay like crap also one.. oni $350.. minus off $100 i give my parents i oni left $250.. so cannot la mus survive wif this money..
**i always loved u for wat u r, it's jus tat u dun realise it. i always wanted to hold u in my arms n tell u how much i love u but didn't have the courage to. i dreamt of u lying in my arms but when i wake up, i found nth but tears in my eyes**
I LOVE YOU
posted @ 2:59 PM
kkz, time to update abit abt wat's happening inside..
mon
sianz, i was feeling low cos that my weekend was so short.. so i was kinda sad when i had to book in back.. had str training n 15min nonstop run.. so shag.. food at the cookhse get to start repetive, always same old thing.. the training starting to get more n more shiong.. dunno can tahan anot.. well, book out is on sat afternoon.. so sian..
tues
0515 - wake up
0545 - fall in for 5bx
0615 - breakfast
0700 - 15 min nonstop run (sianz so early run like dog)
0900 - admin time (SLP!!)
1130 - lunch (abt time hungry liaoz)
1215 - admin time (was playing chinese chess n DUM)
1415 - fall in to check field pack for route march
1500 - start of route march, 3km (farking hell my back almost broker during the walk cos the bloody field pack + rifle + webbing + helmet = 20kg)
1730 - dinner
1800 - admin time
2000 - canteen break (i love this, i jus chiong there n play game haha)
2145 - wash up, called peiyu
2230 - slp
wed
nth much to say cos the whole day was admin time.. gotta be the most slackest day in the entire army life.. till the time i ORD also wun find another slack day like this..
thurs
another shiong day, got 2.4km run.. my timing improve by 2 mins.. happy sia.. after tat got first aid lesson, mus learn alot of stuffs cos got test.. after lunch was another str training.. so shag till no appetite to eat during dinner.. at nite had another insurance talk.. boring..
fri
this day stand like stupid idiots like tat.. first was the SAF day parade.. tat one stand for like 1hr.. then got rifle presentation, tat one more worse i think abt 2hrs.. my leg was so suan after tat.. had arms drill.. hard to follow the steps but when can do liaoz it's start to get quite fun.. had another str training today.. sibei sibei tired.. talked to jernan at nite.. nth much jus talk crap oni..
sat
well, morning had another 15min non stop run.. hai.. lucky book out was at 1100.. so not so bad la.. so i tot wan to take cab go back.. end up wait for cab for so long, tat when i reach home tat time i felt tat i could have jus take mrt n reach home abt the same time.. waste money somemore take cab.. next time take mrt liaoz..
when to meet the gang at abt 3 plus.. went to watch war of the worlds thanks to lincoln hu made it for us FOC.. the show.. alrite oni ba.. for those hu nv watch i wouldn;t spoil it for u all, but i can oni say tat i would not recommend it.. plyed abit of arcade n pool after tat.. suprisingly my skills in pool are still there even though it has been abt 3 weeks - 1mth since i last played it.. won fadz 2 times i think..
theo said smth very stupid tat made me, fadz n ryan laugh like hell.. for more info pls refer to fadz blog.. no time to type out busy..
SUN
sianz, got tat sad feeling again, not so bad this time though, i jus had to keep telling my self the more i feel like this the more closer to finishing BMT.. 10 more weeks to go.. still quite long eh.. went beach rd to buy some stuffs.. forget to buy pen again.. wtf.. lol.. kkz la i gtg prepare my stuffs for later book in.. take care peeps..
posted @ 3:01 PM