been donkey yrs since i last updated..
nth much to say also..
jus wishing everyone a happy cny..
hope ur collections have been gd so far..
jus came back from jiovane hse..
went there wif ter loon n gang..
been long time since i saw all of them..
stupid thing that happen there is..
i helped terence gamble cos i didn't wan to use my own money..
he started me off wif $2..
end up i give him $50..
argh, y m i so stupid..
shuld have used my own money n i'll be $50 richer..
lol.. going to taiwan on the coming sat..
for 19days i suppose..
had the gathering on last fri..
didn't went as well as i wanted it to be..
but then again, it's not i wun see them again..
it's jus hard to get everyone together..
well, later need to meet fadz to get the snow cap..
so gonna slp now.. ciaoz..
posted @ 7:43 AM
it's been bout a week plus plus since i last updated.. due to no time as i had to stay in camp last week to do smth.. this week then bk out haha..
ytd i went to cine leisure.. dun really know y i go there also.. as fadz was watching movie wif sam at lido.. too bored perhaps.. anywayz, i met theo n wen yao there.. was hungry so we went to makan.. well, while eating, theo decided to confide in me abt stuffs tat was going on in his mind.. i would say he's oni confused at the moment.. i was suprised tat theo wanted to confide in me.. as i tot tat i was jus a normal frend to him as u all know la.. i'm always not ard.. haha.. after a session of counselling (or was it scolding??) wif me n wen yao to theo.. we went back to arcade to look for fadz.. played a game of pool wif fadz.. i think i lost haha.. shuld be la i so lousy anywayz..
wanted to head over to parklane as quite boring in cine.. they said ok la so i waited.. i think i waited abt 45mins?? before i got abit pissed as they were doing their own stuffs, taking their own time.. fadz understood n we went off alone first.. however i think this made samantha angry cos she suddenly sms fadz told him that she dun wan to go liaoz.. well, knowing fadz he would be abit distress tat kinda mood.. so apologises my man i didnt mean for it to turn it out tat way..
reached parklane, went to play game.. fadz nv played anything at all as i think he got no mood.. played till like 11.40 before rushing off to catch the last train.. but we failed.. missed by mere seconds.. haha.. so we tot take NR home la but since NR ends so late y not stay outside longer.. went back to parklane to find eric n the rest.. played pool.. i oni played one game then i went outside wif wen yao to look for theo.. well, we scared he fainted outside or smth as he was so god damn hungry yet he's still damn resilent refusing my offer of makan to him.. lol..
after awhile the rest came out as they sian of playing pool liaoz.. we went to kopitiam as some was hungry.. sat there talk cock session for awhile till i cannot take it n fell asleep.. haha.. dunno wat the rest were doing when i was slping ba.. but in my mind i was thinking, i missed this kinda of life.. simple, no worries, no commitments.. jus being able to go where ever i wan n watever i wan to do..
there's always the need to go back in time, to fix watever mistake, but dun have the chance to.. haiz..
when they leaving tat time they woke me up.. somehow i woke up feeling abit sore n i almost snapped.. haha.. lucky i nv sia.. walked all the way back to cine cos tat's the nearest bus stop.. lame sia.. NR3 came first so as i bidded the rest gdbye, a million of tots n regrets was going thru my head.. my bus finally came, slpt all the way.. reached home, had a nice hot shower n slpt..
booking in again today.. having this forever sick feeling tat will nv go off whenever i have to book in.. lucky this time oni for 4 days.. tentatively i shuld be coming out on thurs nite but i think most prob is fri morninig if i understand my coy. well.. fri is the gathering day.. those hu i wanted to go would have known the time n place by now.. i didn't call many ppl go.. jus those really close to me.. =)
reason for gathering is tat i jus wanted to see all of them before i fly off.. not forever but still it's damn long.. haha..
CNY coming liaoz.. every yr i think abt this day.. feels me wif sad feelings..
wish i could turn back time
return to where things were so simple then
no worries, no trouble
jus being happy all the time
dun wana grow up
not being able to enjoy myself
for taking away all of this
all i ask, i jus to give me a simple life
where me n my buddies will be happy
posted @ 5:03 PM
first of all, let me wish victor toh a happy birthday.. well.. i noe i'm one day late but at least i rmb haha.. knw this fellow for like 5 - 6 yrs i suppose.. since ginza days.. street soccer days.. nice fellow to be wif.. head butting fellow.. fadz, tat mus have hurt then..
been thinking abt my time as usual.. was thinking of starting a photo album of me every yr.. at least 10yrs down the rd i still could see who or wat i was doing back then.. haha.. abit too late to start but then again, betta late then nv.. i'm gonna start wif those closest to me eg: fadz, ting, peiyu etc..
well, it seems tat everything turns out to be all right in the end.. glad he sorted it out with the various ppl n everything back to normal.. or so it seems.. hate to see this happen to one of us, after a series of recent events.. being locked out of the grp.. but then again, if u ask me.. i would say tat person is asking for it.. but still abit sad la..
chinese new yr is coming.. many ppl sure look forward to it as it's a time of gathering, collecting money etc.. i too would normally look forward to it.. but not this yr.. as i'll be going overseas for 1mth after cny.. for training.. damn i dun wan to leave sg sia.. i 5.5 days in camp already can die.. ask me away from everyone for 1mth.. hai.. i dunno wat i'll do sia.. lol.. tat's when the first few pics gonna come in handy..
well, in regards to my depature for the 1 mth.. i'm thinking of asking everyone out for makan in 2 weeks time.. at bukit timah al-ameen.. shuld be my treat ba.. but i wun be asking too many ppl so sorry if i nv invite ya..
*conflict sia.. cheryl or ting..*
Happiness makes up in height for what it lacks in length
posted @ 5:51 PM
i ask my love
to take a walk
to take a walk
down orchard rd
bypass mandarin
to centerpoint
we had our lunch
at macdonalds
we had fillet
and a apple pie
we shared a cup
of lemon lime
i hold her hand
look into her eyes
i ask her to
be my valentine
there was one night
there was no light
there was no light
so i used torchlight
in the clear moonlight
looked into her eyes
i asked her to
be my future wife
but she rejected me
she turn me down
she turn her head
and said goodbye
oh my darling
now that you have gone
i end this song
a sad sad song
oh my darling
now that you have gone
i'll end this song
a sad sad song..
posted @ 8:23 PM
first of all, i would like to wish everyone a happy new yr.. hope tat everyone will have a gd time this yr as compared to the last.. had no new yr resolutions.. nv had any all this while anywayz..
let's start on sat.. well, i booked out from camp early morning.. reached home played dota wif my bunk mates.. played 2 games oni then i went to meet my dad to help him buy groceries etc.. abt 3plus i went to meet fadz at BG mrt station to go town.. reached somerset mrt, wanting to go cine but happens to have heavy rain at tat time.. so we decided to go to ps to chill out there for awhile.. headed to ps lvl 7 arcade, played a few games there before walking over to cine.. at cine was considered the most boring part of my day as i was pratically doing nth, as if i'm waiting for death to come like tat.. so i rotted wif fadz until abt 12 plus, when eric n karen came by.. we all decided to go to bukit timah to play pool.. played till abt 3 plus then we went to al-la meen (duno how to spell) to eat.. after tat they waited for the first bus.. fadz got to noe tat samantha was drunk n staying over at ryan place.. so, he wanted to go to hougang the first thing the morning n fetch her.. i actually wanted to follow him.. but the ZZZ monster overcomed me, despite trying to fight it wif the best of my abilities..
so sorry man
spend new yr day n today resting at home.. i wanted to go meet fadz ytd but didn't make it.. cos too late also.. haha.. got updated abt the things tat happen over there but i'm not going to talk abt it.. all i can say is;
"fadz, u're such a foolish person man"
*continuation from prev. entry*
well, it seems tat things have taken for the worst.. but as i said i'm going to follow him.. it's on my own accord btw.. so dun say tat he instigated me to follow him..
i choose to follow him..
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference
posted @ 4:17 PM