this yr christmas wasnt as nice as last yr one.. there was no energy seen as many things happen.. time has come for us to move on i suppose.. god knows where we will land up this time..
he is in some kind of a confused/lost state recently.. i can understand wat he is going thru.. i respect the decision he made.. i dun see y others can't.. due to this the link that binds us n another is streched.. any more n it will break.. thus we decided to go on a long holiday first.. seeing whether the link will mend or it will stay that way..
i'm not sad for doing it as well.. i'm not close to anyone there.. i simply can't be bothered abt ppl hu dun understand y things turn out to be this way n keep on bothering him abt it.. well, as i said, it's not the first time we will be moving on..
u all can ask me y m i following him.. i will jus give a smile n walk off.. there's no reason for this kinda things.. i'm simply following the only person which has made the most impact in my life.. there's no way to break our link.. unless it's death..
i'll guess we'll end up wif P.C.C.. but then again.. i'll jus leave it to FATE to open up my path in life for us..
posted @ 11:49 AM
well it's sunday again.. time really flies when i'm at home i guess haha.. well.. another 78 more sundays before i ORD.. LOL
suprising although i went out ytd earlier then usual i felt tat i spend quite little time wif the rest.. maybe cos i nv go home wif them n also when i meet them i was playing game alone.. so it feels more like going out alone.. i dunno y i jus had the urge to play games suddenly.. the gamer in me coming back up?? no.. i wun allow it to happen.. time could be betta used then playing games..
anywayz, i ytd went to cineleisure (where else) to meet fadz n the gang.. reach there abt 5 plus cos i left hse late.. duno y i so slow also.. reached there played pool.. ok la.. i still can play haha.. not so gd as before la.. they wanted to go to ps after tat so i went wif them.. kinda hate walking to ps not becos of the distance.. is becos tat they will have their own ppl to talk to n me will be like walking like a zombie going to ps.. haha.. when reach ps i tried to play kof.. but lose like fark.. lol.. really no experience in the game..
ryan came after tat, meeting me to go parklane.. actually i was kinda half hearted to go cos i didn't wan to seperate from the ppl i get to see oni once a week.. but i didn't wan to bubble him anywayz so i decided ok la let's go parklane.. go there pak game till bout 11plus then headed home.. nth much also la.. really not much interest in arcade anymore haha..
i realise y i enjoy the company of the cine gang although i nv really talk to much wif them.. it's cos i mon-fri will be alone in army.. alone in the sense tat now most of my bunk mates are always busy doing their own stuffs.. then i'll be on my bed thinking of wat to do.. sometimes i call ppl but they also busy so i dun wan to disturb them.. ended up i jus lying there rotting to death.. haha..
I WAN MY GOD DAMN FREEDOM!!! Y IS NS TAKING WAT I VALUE THE MOST FROM ME!!
I DUN EVEN HAVE THE TIME TO SPEND TIME WIF MY FAMILY LET ALONE FRIENDS!!
sorry abt tat.. haha..
i was thinking of the more happier times in ginza when i had no problems, everything was simple then.. then i rmb smth stupid.. there was this time where the EO gang wanted to have a chalet.. so me n fadz, after being forced to, decided to take up the job of planning one.. we did actually plan the chalet.. plan for like few mths like tat haha.. then for god noes wat reason also suddenly we nv proceed on wif the plans.. if the chalet did happen it would be enjoyable i suppose.. i rmb we had like 10+ ppl going haha.. now.. everyone has gone their own ways wif the exception of fadz, ryan n peiyu.. to have a chalet wif everyone around will be impossible..
another stupid thing is tat i kinda rmb.. me, peiyu, huat and fadz made a pact to meet 10yrs later at ET if we were to seperate our ways.. looking at it.. will there even be ET in 10yrs time?? n i doubt they rmb it haha.. i also forgot..
PS: ze suan.. i didn't noe my sms didn't get through on ur bdae.. haha.. so here's a happy belated wish for ya.. betta late then nv rite??
Life is just one damned thing after another.
posted @ 4:42 PM
today was quite a nice day.. mainly cos i was reminded of so many gd memories..
i went out to meet fadz n the rest at cine.. went to play pool for awhile.. well, as usual the off - form me lost.. but when i lost to kelvin/calvin (dunno how to spell).. tat fellow ego actually got betta of him.. he was saying stuffs like i shuld retire n let the new generation take over.. wtf.. dun let me get back my form.. i'll make sure he dun have a chance to hit the ball..
anywayz, we went off to ps after tat.. went to play game.. tried to play rock fever.. haha i sucks in it already.. kof also.. play 2 tokens oni win 1 time lo.. so unlike of me.. cannot make it liaoz.. left ps at ard 10 like tat.. took bus.. change of routine ba.. everytime take mrt also sian..
well it was on the bus tat somehow me n fadz talk until reach our secondary school days.. all the gd n bad we did (mostly bad la) lol.. stuffs like NACLI Camp ghost hand, stone cake, catching, ginza.. brings a smile to me when i think abt it.. the most stupid mus be when me n fadz got a 1 mark improvement in maths, we were so happy tat ppl tot we pass our maths.. lol.. it was from 24/100 to 25/100.. haha.. but to us it was an achievement as our maths really suck to the core.. lol..
wat bothering me until now is i can't rmb hu's sitting beside me.. for some stupid reason i have no memory at all.. fadz also dun rmb.. u see our sitting arrangement was like a square.. 3 ppl by 3 ppl.. so i can rmb 8 ppl including myself n fadz.. then somehow the both of us forgot hu was sitting on the same row as us.. tat fellow mus be damn quite for us to actually forget lol..
to cheryl: hey gal, sorry for forgetting to call u today.. cos in the morning 6 plus u told me u haven't slp.. then when u went to slp i didn't wan to disturb u.. i was thinking tat u slp very long one.. hu noes u wake up so early.. then waiting for me to call.. sorry k?? let's meet up next week kk??
P.S: cherie then u also dunno how to call me la!! wait for me call.. become my fault liaoz =X lol i'm j/k okie.. wat i said above was true n this paragraph is totally fake..
today's quote is the courtesy of cheryl
(kapo from her nick lol.. got ask for permission hor..)
and when im gone, just carry on. don't mourn, rejoice.
posted @ 3:48 AM
well, 2 days of OFF has pass for me.. still wondering y time comes to a crawl when i'm in camp but blazes off when i'm outta camp.. haha.. stupid rite??
sorry to ryan for not meeting him today.. kinda feel like i last min pang seh u.. sorry man..
tues nite wen long came over to ton at my place.. to play game.. haha.. my com installed too many games already.. have to delete some next time.. running out of space..
wed went to meet huiting n cecilia at clementi.. wen long kanna dragged by me lol.. we had lunch at the market there.. it's been a long time since i last eaten there.. went to queensway to play dota.. all thanks to cecilia idea.. lol.. i kinda feel tat i m bullying them.. i shuld 1 vs 3 of them next time haha..
today nv do anything much.. mostly preparing to go back camp tml.. i moved camp alraedy.. no more tekong.. finally!! no need to leave hse at 8 plus oni to reach there at 11 plus.. haha.. now i'm located near boon lay.. hope the travelling time is not so bad..
hoping tat i'll book out tml nite.. still not sure whether is it tml nite or sat afternoon.. hope is not the later.. i wan to go out this weekend n lose myself =X
cat finally came back from UK.. she bought lots n lots of cookies for me.. damn i'm gonna be fat.. -_-"
I tend to live in the past because most of my life is there.
posted @ 9:06 PM