hmm, have not been contacting much wif anybody except those from ncc.. they make me forget everything.. haha..
today's entry nth much one la.. cos i also dunno wat to type.. let's see..
board games n cards games can be very fun.. lots of laughter to be followed.. haha.. really, i didn't realise it until they brought me to this place called mind's cafe which is opp. parklane there.. this place got many many kinds of board n card games that we dun usually play.. mainly we played the "noisy" genre n ended up making so much noise n laughters.. haha.. best of all it's cheap as it's on a weekday..
$5 for 4hrs of gameplay n free flow of drinks?? haha.. y not sia.. but i guess it can oni happen once in a blue moon as weekdays we all where got free one shuld be in camp doing work haha..
today, went to town to meet fadz n tiff at far east.. ate at this place which is quite gd the food.. somehow i can't rmb the stall name haha.. anywayz, ended up at cine as usual, rotted there as usual.. wanted to play kof but joystick fuck up for both.. ended up practicing my pool haha..
went home early cos tml i need to go to pan's wedding.. i lost sia when wong suddenly told me pan's getting married.. well, i guess everybody is lost haha.. it's like he nv mentioned anything then suddenly pop up "hey peeps, i'm getting married on this sunday".. n it's not one of those fadzli kind of lame "i'm going to get married on the 29th of Feb".. but anywayz, wish him all the best..
posted @ 2:00 AM
my attitudes stinks eh.. well, if tat's the case then i shall not bother anymore abt them.. i mean really.. if ppl hu r close to me feels tat i'm tat way.. then no point for me to go n make them sian by seeing me rite bro??
maybe i'm not wat i felt i m.. true i talk too much at times.. but it's betta then my old sec self where i dun say anything n my temper is short like hell?? but well, at least u told me somethings tat i didn't noe or notice.. as u noe there r oni a few ppl whom i actually think is close to me..
"Time and time again, your mouth would screw up and blurt something you shouldn't"
"You also said some things to her that you shouldn't, I know. It disgusted me when she told me what you told her" >>
the thing i'm curious wif is did i say out so many things tat would endanger ur relationship wif her?? i oni rmb once.. oni once.. the day u went to some hotel for some dinner n i let slip smth.. but i remedied it after tat rite? other then tat i nv even tok much to her.. if u dun count craps.. 95% of the time i'm wif her u're also wif her.. unless she telling u B when i toking bout A which i doubt so..
u noe, this issue has always been nagging in my head.. at some point of a day.. there's bound to be a period when it's jus me, u n her.. eg. going home.. i noe u dun mind.. n she say she doesn't, but does she mean it?? well not oni her la but since dunno when la.. i jus dun like the feeling if u get wat i mean..
"If I wasn't a brother, I would have told them "Yeah boy! He sucks to the core!"" >> does tat mean u agree wif them too??
yeah i'm grateful too.. for being there all this time..
i nv hung our friendship.. there was a A n B in tat sms.. maybe the way i put it seems tat way.. all i needed was a reply tat's all.. noeing our "hate tat person" feeling, u wun even bother to reply if u hated tat person.. tat's y the B is in there..
i'm sorry.. really.. i jus need to know hu thinks my attitude stinks.. who u defended me from.. even if it includes u.. i'll noe wat to do myself..
anywayz, happy 21st bdae.. ur old liaoz man..
posted @ 7:33 PM
in regards of me n fadz
ok i had this fight wif him today. more like is he say watever shit he wans to me as if i were to say anything back it might add on more fuel. wat happen was this, fadz had his bdae celebration today. i was not myself. not in the mood. i went there like a zombie. i left early as i was damn bored. then he not happy wif it. when i meet him later in the night, tiff confronted me bout it. didn't wan to get tiff involved fadz went straight to the point.
he's right in a way. but the things u said..
i hurt ur feelings?? then u didn't hurt mine when u said u can treat me like theo??
i dun treat u like a bro?? when u broke up wif tiff the first time due to samantha i sided wif u even though everyone was against u.. even though i myself dun approve of u doing it.. i even tried to explain to them y u did tat..
i noticed tat she was playing wif u.. i told ya abt it.. yet u dun wan refused to listen..
u n tiff quarrel.. i tried to help.. this kind of small small things u dun notice one ar?
hu's the one not treating me as a bro?? rmb the time when u called me go cine, when i reached there u told me u watching movie wif amanda in 5 mins.. nvm i wait.. wait like idiot when u came out u told me u wanted to send her home then go home.. i was pissed.. so when i told u abt wat i felt we had a big fight n u said i didn't understand u..
so this time i chose not to tell u how i was feeling.. n u said to me ur not a physic how to expect u to noe that i feeling shitty today.. then i'm not a physic as well how the hell would i noe u would feel hurt if i left??
u say as if this is the last yr u'll live like tat.. not everyday is ur bdae come on it's not even the day in the first place..
guess those things we said like being neighbours next time will nv happen yeah?? i'm already down wif her n u throw this bombshell onto me..
together wif u, we have seen many friends come n go.. well, i guess it's my turn to go now..
posted @ 12:41 AM
man i love the peeps in ncc.. they make me feel as if i'm right at home.. not the warrant officers but nsf like me.. haha..
me n kevin installed warcraft 3 into the clt club for future usage of playing when we r in "smoking out" mood lol..
today was a very quiet day in camp.. in training cadre all the specs took off except for me n kevin -_-" i was like er.. siao la got sai kang confirm tio one.. luckly all the warrant officers had to go somewhere in the afternoon so i was busy oni in the morning part.. so when afternoon came.. it was warcraft time lol.. played for quite awhile in the club as there was no one to bother me.. bout 4pm though got some clts need to use the coms for some work rsm gave them so like bo pian lo we all had to give up the coms to them.. it's their club after all..
when back to office n slacked.. i fell asleep while watching kevin play psp lol.. soon was time to go off work liaoz.. me n jingwei went to bugis to meet up wif wong n randy.. wanted to eat bk but the one near bugis was overcrowded so we went to the one nearer to sim lim square.. a stupid conversation tat happen during this time..
when we were still at bugis
randy: let's take 10 min to plan wat to do after we makan
jingwei: aiya nvm one when we makan tat time can think one very fast one
at bk
randy: so how wan to go where after this
rest: hmm....
after makan
randy : some suggestion pls???
me: nnb somebody said during makan can think very fast one
jingwei (looking into the sky acting blur)
well.. we ended up taking a walk to suntec from bugis.. not tat far if u ask me.. walked ard suntec looking at stuffs n we got lost a few times (this is wat happens when u let a officer lead the way).. we ended up at starbucks where we sat n talk crap for a few hours.. actually they r damn funny.. make me laugh all the way haha.. after tat it was home sweet home.. n we meet on msn to chat crap again..
i'm gonna love this gang.. too bad they ORD soon.. haiz..
i'm sorry for the things i said to u ytd.. it came out of my mind without me thinking through it.. i may have brought bad memories or hurt ur feelings.. i jus wan u to noe i didn't mean anything i said at all.. sorry..
posted @ 3:04 AM
weekends always seems to be so short ain't it?? especially for those hu can oni book out during weekends. i know tat feeling i was feeling it before i went to NCC. sadly to say even though i got a stay out posting now i still feel tat my weekend is damn short haha.
went to sentosa ytd. everybody was late. me n ryan reached there first. waited for ting at hawker center there then we went to makan. shared a carrot cake wif ting. lucky we share cos the carrot cake not nice at all. fadz came when we were abt to makan finish so still not so bad la. hazel came soon afterwards. victor woke up damn late so he meet us at sentosa straight.
was so afraid tat it would rain as the weather didn't look gd at all. however it did not rain at all suprisingly. but then there was alot of clouds till there was no sun at all. i wanted to suntan one also no chance to haha.
we started to leave abt 3 plus like tat. by the time we reach town it was almost 6, jus nice to go makan dinner. went straight to breekz to makan dinner. not bad the food. but i guess i ate too much whip potato. haha. i had like 5 whip potato. haha. after tat went to cine to meet up wif the rest of the gang. actually i felt tat shuld not go there as ting n hazel doesn't know them.
so i jus acc. them all the while. wanted to head to parklane but as we were leaving tat time, hazel n ting saw some friends n they went to talk to them. well, i got this bad thing abt me. which is when i'm abt to leave n somebody say to me wait 5 mins leh, i tend to get abit angry. well, which wat happened ytd n i jus walked off. went to parklane myself n the rest soon caught up wif me. didn't play much kof as got alot of ppl there dunno y also.
so we diverted to play pool. tried to teach ting the basics of pool but me, being a lousy teacher, couldn't impart much knowlegde to her. sad. haha. ting n hazel went off at abt 11 like tat cos they tot we not tonning. then end up fadz n tiff wanted to come over my place. if i knew i wun tell ting then not tonning haha.
as usual those 2 came over my place, talk crap, relax. it's like becoming a weekly routine for me already haha. this coming sat which is 15apr, we going to celebrate fadz bdae. no plans as of now but we'll conceive one during the weekdays.
tml peiyu bdae!! 2 of the most imp. ppl in my life bdae is jus few 3 days apart. lost. haha. still owe quite a no. of presents. die la. going to be bankrupt =((
posted @ 2:24 PM
somebody complain i nv update my blog so here i am again.
anywayz, i really dunno wat to write so i'll jus write abt my day in... NCC!!!
haha, morning i went for a run wif my buddies.. run for like 45mins plus plus.. quite tired after the run.. kevin "my gaming kaki" went to the gym.. actually i wanted to go but my upperstudy, Gwee, jio-ed me to go to "Zouk". "Zouk" is actually a club for CLT's. inside there is like few coms for us to use n i always go there play online game haha.
anywayz, after tat i went to canteen makan breakfast wif Gwee. when i left the club there was no one then when i return.. ALL THE COMS WERE TAKEN!!! WTF!!! so i ended up slping there lol.
after lunch there was paintball.. stupid sia oni 20ppl come then expect us to set up the whole thing for them.. very mafan lo mus go clean the weapons all this after they use.. wasting my time oni sia.. when i could be relaxing one corner.. after all the shit was done, i went to see cadets training for mount ophir.. poor thing sia i see them kanna so tough training.. kinda reminds me of when i jus enlisted into army those days.. well watching for awhile, i went back to "clubbing" till time to go home lol..
i'm going to grow fat.. all i do this days is to eat, slp, tekan ppl n play game.. haiz.. =((
so sad.. somebody dun wan to meet me tml =(( lol
posted @ 9:37 PM