Me?? there's nth much to noe abt me frankly speaking

Name: Norman
The Day: 26 November

loves to play pool (9ft oni) and arcade

FRIENDS

Steph
Fadzli
Huiting
Audrey
Geswin
Jun
Ryan

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Sunday, February 04, 2007
hmm, i reopened my blog.. this time i customized it with a very dark skin as i was feeling damn messed up as i was doing this.. i could not slp anywayz so i tot i might as well try and reopen my blog.. at least i could use it like a diary the next time i see it..

was reading through my friendster testimonials before i've closed it down.. they all said i'm a nice guy.. but frankly speaking deep in myself i think i'm not.. or izzit more like they dun understand me at all.. i supposed i dun tok much abt myself.. anybody reading this can tell me, anything i tok abt is always abt u, him, her, that person, this person.. nv abt me..
well anywayz, i decided to take a short break from everything.. reaffirm where i'm standing and where should i head to.. i'm making myself go in circles into a path where nth will come out of it.. in a sense i'm making myself suffer for nth.. but it's hard as i did tried.. i really did.. maybe i need more time.. some MIA-ing for awhile.. n i'll should be able to get out..

if i ever choose to MIA, pls dun blame me.. i have my reasons for doing so.. i just don't wan ppl to get affected by it n everything.. i think if that happens oni Fadz knows how to get to me.. =) i would have done more, or tried harder.. once bitten twice shy they said.. well i was bitten thrice already haha.. i can't go through another bout of that..

i won't be updating so often as my daily life is kinda boring.. is more like go to work, back home rest, the next day go to work again.. i'm only looking forward to Saturday every week but now even Saturday seems to be so dull.. the more i think abt it, y m i even putting on a smiling face??

i'm starting to feel tat colyn is some kinda physic.. everytime when i'm down she'll somehow come n msg me asking me how m i doing.. talking abt her also makes me wonder how long i've known her.. almost as long as peiyu n huiting if not longer.. i have to admit that although we rarely contact now, she still listed under my best friends..

thanks to Jingwei aka the "noob" for listening to me for abt 1hr last nite.. i really needed that bro.. u have moved on in life, being a school teacher and everything while i am still stuck here in army.. i used to be the one listening to u giving u all the advice in camp when we always stayed in but now, u r the one giving it to me.. i nv expected it to turn out this way u noe.. cos u were always so negative abt everything n i'm the positive one.. but now i think abt it, maybe i was the more negative person.. as the current situation stands bro, u r now what i m in those days..

i reposted 2 of my previous entries mainly on april 2006 cos that's when i had the fight wif fadz.. i felt that no point for me to hide it anymore.. for those ppl like steph dunno wat's izzit abt.. it's abt a stupid quarrel me n him had over his bdae celebration.. i would say it's my fault but at that point of time, being hot headed and everything, i refused to give in..

i will stop here for now.. i'm darn tired as i couldn't slp last nite.. i'll try to get some slp now..

joker!! where r u i really need u to cover for me i'm dying here..
posted @ 12:20 PM