HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO
WHAT WOULD YOU SACRIFICE
TO BE REMEMBERED BY THE ONE YOU LOVE?
the hardest goodbye
You will always shine in my heart
the truth hurts at times, ignorance is bliss
everything should not have started, if i had kept mum
would have been spared, from the pain i have now
Me?? there's nth much to noe abt me frankly speaking
Name: Norman
The Day: 26 November
loves to play pool (9ft oni) and arcade
it's been bout a week plus plus since i last updated.. due to no time as i had to stay in camp last week to do smth.. this week then bk out haha..
ytd i went to cine leisure.. dun really know y i go there also.. as fadz was watching movie wif sam at lido.. too bored perhaps.. anywayz, i met theo n wen yao there.. was hungry so we went to makan.. well, while eating, theo decided to confide in me abt stuffs tat was going on in his mind.. i would say he's oni confused at the moment.. i was suprised tat theo wanted to confide in me.. as i tot tat i was jus a normal frend to him as u all know la.. i'm always not ard.. haha.. after a session of counselling (or was it scolding??) wif me n wen yao to theo.. we went back to arcade to look for fadz.. played a game of pool wif fadz.. i think i lost haha.. shuld be la i so lousy anywayz..
wanted to head over to parklane as quite boring in cine.. they said ok la so i waited.. i think i waited abt 45mins?? before i got abit pissed as they were doing their own stuffs, taking their own time.. fadz understood n we went off alone first.. however i think this made samantha angry cos she suddenly sms fadz told him that she dun wan to go liaoz.. well, knowing fadz he would be abit distress tat kinda mood.. so apologises my man i didnt mean for it to turn it out tat way..
reached parklane, went to play game.. fadz nv played anything at all as i think he got no mood.. played till like 11.40 before rushing off to catch the last train.. but we failed.. missed by mere seconds.. haha.. so we tot take NR home la but since NR ends so late y not stay outside longer.. went back to parklane to find eric n the rest.. played pool.. i oni played one game then i went outside wif wen yao to look for theo.. well, we scared he fainted outside or smth as he was so god damn hungry yet he's still damn resilent refusing my offer of makan to him.. lol..
after awhile the rest came out as they sian of playing pool liaoz.. we went to kopitiam as some was hungry.. sat there talk cock session for awhile till i cannot take it n fell asleep.. haha.. dunno wat the rest were doing when i was slping ba.. but in my mind i was thinking, i missed this kinda of life.. simple, no worries, no commitments.. jus being able to go where ever i wan n watever i wan to do..
there's always the need to go back in time, to fix watever mistake, but dun have the chance to.. haiz..
when they leaving tat time they woke me up.. somehow i woke up feeling abit sore n i almost snapped.. haha.. lucky i nv sia.. walked all the way back to cine cos tat's the nearest bus stop.. lame sia.. NR3 came first so as i bidded the rest gdbye, a million of tots n regrets was going thru my head.. my bus finally came, slpt all the way.. reached home, had a nice hot shower n slpt..
booking in again today.. having this forever sick feeling tat will nv go off whenever i have to book in.. lucky this time oni for 4 days.. tentatively i shuld be coming out on thurs nite but i think most prob is fri morninig if i understand my coy. well.. fri is the gathering day.. those hu i wanted to go would have known the time n place by now.. i didn't call many ppl go.. jus those really close to me.. =)
reason for gathering is tat i jus wanted to see all of them before i fly off.. not forever but still it's damn long.. haha..
CNY coming liaoz.. every yr i think abt this day.. feels me wif sad feelings..
wish i could turn back time
return to where things were so simple then
no worries, no trouble
jus being happy all the time
dun wana grow up
not being able to enjoy myself
for taking away all of this
all i ask, i jus to give me a simple life
where me n my buddies will be happy
posted @ 5:03 PM