HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO
WHAT WOULD YOU SACRIFICE
TO BE REMEMBERED BY THE ONE YOU LOVE?
the hardest goodbye
You will always shine in my heart
the truth hurts at times, ignorance is bliss
everything should not have started, if i had kept mum
would have been spared, from the pain i have now
Me?? there's nth much to noe abt me frankly speaking
Name: Norman
The Day: 26 November
loves to play pool (9ft oni) and arcade
well it's sunday again.. time really flies when i'm at home i guess haha.. well.. another 78 more sundays before i ORD.. LOL
suprising although i went out ytd earlier then usual i felt tat i spend quite little time wif the rest.. maybe cos i nv go home wif them n also when i meet them i was playing game alone.. so it feels more like going out alone.. i dunno y i jus had the urge to play games suddenly.. the gamer in me coming back up?? no.. i wun allow it to happen.. time could be betta used then playing games..
anywayz, i ytd went to cineleisure (where else) to meet fadz n the gang.. reach there abt 5 plus cos i left hse late.. duno y i so slow also.. reached there played pool.. ok la.. i still can play haha.. not so gd as before la.. they wanted to go to ps after tat so i went wif them.. kinda hate walking to ps not becos of the distance.. is becos tat they will have their own ppl to talk to n me will be like walking like a zombie going to ps.. haha.. when reach ps i tried to play kof.. but lose like fark.. lol.. really no experience in the game..
ryan came after tat, meeting me to go parklane.. actually i was kinda half hearted to go cos i didn't wan to seperate from the ppl i get to see oni once a week.. but i didn't wan to bubble him anywayz so i decided ok la let's go parklane.. go there pak game till bout 11plus then headed home.. nth much also la.. really not much interest in arcade anymore haha..
i realise y i enjoy the company of the cine gang although i nv really talk to much wif them.. it's cos i mon-fri will be alone in army.. alone in the sense tat now most of my bunk mates are always busy doing their own stuffs.. then i'll be on my bed thinking of wat to do.. sometimes i call ppl but they also busy so i dun wan to disturb them.. ended up i jus lying there rotting to death.. haha..
I WAN MY GOD DAMN FREEDOM!!! Y IS NS TAKING WAT I VALUE THE MOST FROM ME!!
I DUN EVEN HAVE THE TIME TO SPEND TIME WIF MY FAMILY LET ALONE FRIENDS!!
sorry abt tat.. haha..
i was thinking of the more happier times in ginza when i had no problems, everything was simple then.. then i rmb smth stupid.. there was this time where the EO gang wanted to have a chalet.. so me n fadz, after being forced to, decided to take up the job of planning one.. we did actually plan the chalet.. plan for like few mths like tat haha.. then for god noes wat reason also suddenly we nv proceed on wif the plans.. if the chalet did happen it would be enjoyable i suppose.. i rmb we had like 10+ ppl going haha.. now.. everyone has gone their own ways wif the exception of fadz, ryan n peiyu.. to have a chalet wif everyone around will be impossible..
another stupid thing is tat i kinda rmb.. me, peiyu, huat and fadz made a pact to meet 10yrs later at ET if we were to seperate our ways.. looking at it.. will there even be ET in 10yrs time?? n i doubt they rmb it haha.. i also forgot..
PS: ze suan.. i didn't noe my sms didn't get through on ur bdae.. haha.. so here's a happy belated wish for ya.. betta late then nv rite??
Life is just one damned thing after another.
posted @ 4:42 PM