Me?? there's nth much to noe abt me frankly speaking
Name: Norman
The Day: 26 November
loves to play pool (9ft oni) and arcade
another week has pass in my life.. n sadly to say i kanna posted to sispec.. for those hu dunno wat it is.. well, is a sergeant course..
shuld i be proud tat i'm going there? since it's like everyone i knew hu went in earlier nv went to sispec.. but then, i dun feel that way.. reason being tat i wanted to slack.. slack as in being able to go home everyday n play wif my baby brother.. imagine my feelings when i heard my buddy got a 9-5 posting.. u noe how much i wan that.. i felt he's the one shuld get sergeant course.. he more chiong sua then me one leh.. but in the end, i got a course that is bound to make me away from home..
frankly speaking i also dunno how i can get gd impressions from my commanders.. is like, they need ppl to help them wif sai kang (volunteers), they will nv see me offering my help.. i was tat slack during bmt.. but somehow.. i mus have made a gd impression of myself that landed me up in sispec.. how i also dunno.. god help me la..
thinking of the brighter side of it, if i make it thru.. i will be a 3rd sergeant.. which means.. i can tekan ppl!! lol.. no la.. i not tat bad.. i believe tat next time whoever is under me sure will be very slack one.. reason being i can't see myself making ppl do push ups, sit ups etc.. also there's the higher pay.. i already quite poor so the extra money i get every mth as a sergeant will help me.. on the other hand even if i drop out of sispec i would be a corporal.. betta then private..
lol imagine if i see ryan or fadz after i become sergeant.. they will be recruits.. lol.. *-* i can pump them!! lol.. actually i dunno la.. if i ever see somebody i noe under me.. i wun noe wat to do leh.. cos i can't possibly be biase to them ma.. wun be fair to others.. lol.. i think when got smth to do i will be strict ba.. but when nth then i will slack wif them.. talk cock as usual..
i had this dreaded feeling for the whole day.. didn't realise wat was it until i sat n thought abt it after dinner.. i realise tat it was the same feeling that i got before i went in ns.. i'm suprised that i still have this feeling, since i didn't feel it for quite some time already.. i suspect is due to my little brother.. i quite fond of him..
hmm, i think i will be needing the support of u guys again.. especially those hu help me push on during bmt.. i really tot of u people alot n those nights when i talk to u guys always make me feel i can make it..
so i would like to thank these peoples that gave me support:
Fadz: hey bro, although u everytime curse me to go sispec, i noe u dun mean it.. well, it will be every sat meetings again man..
Ryan: u also another one, curse me go sispec.. lol.. but i noe u jus wan me to be happy wif watever i get.. which unfortunately didn't happen..
Huiting: half of the main pillar that support me during bmt.. always complain i nv call her n talk one when she also nv call me.. lol..
Peiyu: the other half of the main pillar.. she will be listening whenever i complain abt army haha.. even though i think it bores her to death.. except for ghost stories..
Cecilia: haha i dunno y whenever i think of slacking i will think of u.. maybe cos u always call me go out have fun one lol..
Cheryl: to a lesser extend u did help me also.. although u might not realise it.. so thanks..
Catherine: my sms kaki, always telling to be a family man n serve the nation at the same time.. which i think i cannot do lol.. i not meant to be multi tasking..
(if i left anyone out, i'm sorry man)
so those names that r listed out here.. u can expect my calls from tml onwards for the next 5mths lol.. (wif exception of cat.. u will be receiving my sms lol)
i dunno when is my book out sia.. hope is the coming sat.. i dun wan to stay in for 2 weeks again la.. farking boring one.. =)) anywayz, see u all when i book out.. er, not all la but at least some.. cos it's hard to get everyone together haha..
posted @ 10:55 PM