another week has pass in my life.. n sadly to say i kanna posted to sispec.. for those hu dunno wat it is.. well, is a sergeant course..
shuld i be proud tat i'm going there? since it's like everyone i knew hu went in earlier nv went to sispec.. but then, i dun feel that way.. reason being tat i wanted to slack.. slack as in being able to go home everyday n play wif my baby brother.. imagine my feelings when i heard my buddy got a 9-5 posting.. u noe how much i wan that.. i felt he's the one shuld get sergeant course.. he more chiong sua then me one leh.. but in the end, i got a course that is bound to make me away from home..
frankly speaking i also dunno how i can get gd impressions from my commanders.. is like, they need ppl to help them wif sai kang (volunteers), they will nv see me offering my help.. i was tat slack during bmt.. but somehow.. i mus have made a gd impression of myself that landed me up in sispec.. how i also dunno.. god help me la..
thinking of the brighter side of it, if i make it thru.. i will be a 3rd sergeant.. which means.. i can tekan ppl!! lol.. no la.. i not tat bad.. i believe tat next time whoever is under me sure will be very slack one.. reason being i can't see myself making ppl do push ups, sit ups etc.. also there's the higher pay.. i already quite poor so the extra money i get every mth as a sergeant will help me.. on the other hand even if i drop out of sispec i would be a corporal.. betta then private..
lol imagine if i see ryan or fadz after i become sergeant.. they will be recruits.. lol.. *-* i can pump them!! lol.. actually i dunno la.. if i ever see somebody i noe under me.. i wun noe wat to do leh.. cos i can't possibly be biase to them ma.. wun be fair to others.. lol.. i think when got smth to do i will be strict ba.. but when nth then i will slack wif them.. talk cock as usual..
i had this dreaded feeling for the whole day.. didn't realise wat was it until i sat n thought abt it after dinner.. i realise tat it was the same feeling that i got before i went in ns.. i'm suprised that i still have this feeling, since i didn't feel it for quite some time already.. i suspect is due to my little brother.. i quite fond of him..
hmm, i think i will be needing the support of u guys again.. especially those hu help me push on during bmt.. i really tot of u people alot n those nights when i talk to u guys always make me feel i can make it..
so i would like to thank these peoples that gave me support:
Fadz: hey bro, although u everytime curse me to go sispec, i noe u dun mean it.. well, it will be every sat meetings again man..
Ryan: u also another one, curse me go sispec.. lol.. but i noe u jus wan me to be happy wif watever i get.. which unfortunately didn't happen..
Huiting: half of the main pillar that support me during bmt.. always complain i nv call her n talk one when she also nv call me.. lol..
Peiyu: the other half of the main pillar.. she will be listening whenever i complain abt army haha.. even though i think it bores her to death.. except for ghost stories..
Cecilia: haha i dunno y whenever i think of slacking i will think of u.. maybe cos u always call me go out have fun one lol..
Cheryl: to a lesser extend u did help me also.. although u might not realise it.. so thanks..
Catherine: my sms kaki, always telling to be a family man n serve the nation at the same time.. which i think i cannot do lol.. i not meant to be multi tasking..
(if i left anyone out, i'm sorry man)
so those names that r listed out here.. u can expect my calls from tml onwards for the next 5mths lol.. (wif exception of cat.. u will be receiving my sms lol)
i dunno when is my book out sia.. hope is the coming sat.. i dun wan to stay in for 2 weeks again la.. farking boring one.. =)) anywayz, see u all when i book out.. er, not all la but at least some.. cos it's hard to get everyone together haha..
posted @ 10:55 PM
hey peeps.. my baby bro has been born!!! god i m so happy.. my past few days have been revolving ard him.. see him so cute.. one thing i dun like though is tat he cries alot.. lol.. but i suppose tat's pretty normal in newborn babies.. lol.. he's very cute in my eyes.. lol.. i would love to upload a photo of him but i dunno y phone the mms is not working so i can't send to my email.. haha.. got time u guys come over la haha.. BABY!!!
one sad news..... baby name is Ryan Mah Yong Guang... Y!! of all the names y RYAN!!!!! lol.. tat's all...
posted @ 10:18 PM
well, i finally finished my BMT.. which is Basic Millitary Training.. supposedly i'm m a trained soldier but i still think tat i'm the same old me.. u noe, when war comes i'll be the first to run off to save my love ones instead of dying for singapore.. haha.. there's no way u will ever see me say "CHIONG AR" to the front.. maybe to the back have la..
so anywayz, while awaiting for my posting, i realise tat i was unsure of myself during BMT.. is like u see, i could have chiong all the way, but for some reason i slacked there.. but while slacking, i actually did the minimum required stuffs to qualify for command school.. so this is where the stupid thing start.. is like i wan to go to command school for the money.. but at the same time i dun wan to chiong.. but if i slack, i wun have so much money.. so.. wat the hell, i jus went n did the minimum to go to command school and i leave it to luck lo..
now is my 12 days off, well, left 10 lah if minus today.. so like during this period of time.. i scared i will adjust back to civilian life and when my leave ends, i would dun wan to go back to where ever i'm posted to.. AWOL ba haha.. mus get tips from my company storeman.. he AWOL for so long wifout getting caught.. and he's damn big size.. u noe, big as in fat.. if he ever went for 2.4km run he oni need to run 400m n his stomach will reach the end point.. somewhere ard tat line la.. eh, dun ask me wat's AWOL meaning, i forgot at the moment.. i oni noe is Absent Without (something) (something)
so anywayz, i'm gonna enjoy myself during my off.. well, tat's wat i said to myself but my past 2 days have been quite boring to me.. reason being no money, singapore to small, sian of this sian of that, bla bla bla n so on.. it's kinda stupid, when i'm inside i will miss singapore.. but now when i come out i feel bored.. but well, anything beats being in camp haha..
i'm gonna miss my time in BMT.. taken from WHISKEY company profile, a platoon mate of mine created a account in friendster lol..
Hometown:
Singapore.. then we shifted overseas to tekong
Schools (Other):
Bmtc School 2 !
Occupation:
sai kang, system testers,target for verbal insults
Companies:
Not Volka, Not johnny walkers but WHISKEY!
Affiliations:
School of saikang warriors; School of Fine Wayang Arts; Rahiyan School of Verbal communiations; Sg Ng School of Slacking; International Jethro Cocking assosiation
Hobbies and Interests:
touch backside, sleep walk, doing guard duty(this is one of our favourites!), jumping jacks, crunches, push ups, running around the red track after testing the system, making noise when we are suppose to sing song, moving slowly to encourage our commanders to do their jobs more.
Favorite Books:
Confinement book, armskote book, Extra book, Lost item book, book-in book-out Book, if possible the DB book!
Favorite Movies:
anything other then patriotic videos will do. Porn is a must!(you think i care?)
Favorite Music:
anything other then early morning, afternoon and evening anthems. recorded clips of commanders using exciplits on us(for motivation purposes)
Favorite TV Shows:
live stage performerances, perferably with chio bus, no Lcb pls..
About Me:
we are a band of special soldiers... CRAP! we are a bunch of mofos who loves to get back to mainland in 2 years time.. our favourite collectables are limited edition pink cards with our faces on it. we are trained in performing ancient arts such as wayang and imitating a bull working in the field. we are not self centered but neither are we v united, so that makes us normal. we always pa siao, yep! wat u dun see doesn't mean it nv happened.. er herm! we love to test the systems and try to exploit as much as possible, of course we are always ready for the repercussions and u think we care?
*end of profile*
of cos all this crap got smth to do of the stuffs happens in BMT.. haha, reading this brings back alot of memories.. some gd some bad but still memories for life =)
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posted @ 11:29 PM