Me?? there's nth much to noe abt me frankly speaking

Name: Norman
The Day: 26 November

loves to play pool (9ft oni) and arcade

FRIENDS

Steph
Fadzli
Huiting
Audrey
Geswin
Jun
Ryan

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Sunday, July 24, 2005
ok, i noe i very long nv update.. well, is jus tat i dun really have much time n i really have nth much to update abt.. cos ns is all abt training, survival in jungles, shooting etc.. also due to the fact i oni book out on sat afternoon.. watever i wanted to write also i would have forgotten already.. ok enuff abt tat.. well i'm jus finish my 6th week of BMT.. left 7 more weeks before i finish.. i myself have experience alot of changes to my life in army.. like how i mus share toilet wif others, understand my bunk mates n their patterns.. it's really interesting.. it's jus like going to a new school n getting to noe new people except wif a few other things..

physically i can tell i can grown stronger.. many stuffs which i can't do before i can do betta now.. but mentally, well, tat's a different thing.. i admit i m mentally weak.. i always look forward to bookout everytime i book in..

the thing is, i always miss my parents the most.. cos i'm quite close to them so i really miss them alot when given the time to reflect back.. when i reflect back i realise tat i didn't spend much time wif them.. i'm always out wif my friends or at home playing com.. i knew tat my dad put in alot of effort for me.. n i mus say i admire him so for it.. it's not easy to bring up 2 children alone.. when i was small, i used to reject him when he talked abt remarrying.. i was selfish.. when i came to poly i guess i mus have changed alot cos when my dad wanted to marry my current mom, i didn't object at all.. in fact i kinda supported him.. over time, i knew y i support him, it's becos tat he's been alone for so long.. me n my sis grown up n always not at home.. then he always one person at home.. so i felt it would be rite to have him to have his own companion.. abt my mom, i love her alot also, due to the little things she do for me everyday even though we nv talk much due to the communication barrier.. i'm really happy tat my dad has found his companion.. my mom giving birth in sept.. a boy.. well, how do i say it.. i gonna have a little brother.. i will be there when she give birth no matter wat..

ok, come to my friends.. i got quite a few no. of close friends.. closest to me are ting, peiyu n fadz.. i've known them for a long period of time n they understand me alot.. of cos i have other gd frends such as my poly classmates n cine gang etc.. they always make my day no matter wat.. well, in army u wun really miss friends that much.. y i also dunno la.. however, if there is a ger u like in ur heart.. tat's when suffer.. i always think abt her.. abt wat she's doing, whether she's ok anot.. it's hard.. i got call her every now n then.. u noe jus to hear her voice.. really miss her alot when in camp.. but wat to do.. no choice la.. anywayz, ting n pei will auto be my little bro "sisters".. so yeah, u 2 have another brother now.. n ting, dun worry la i wun die to some little sickness.. i noe u r very concern abt me.. but i told u before, i wan to die i wun die inside one.. there's still alot of things i wan to do wif my life..

well, i gonna quit drinking.. it's very very EX to drink sia.. next time i jus gonna go to pub n jus relax.. no point la drink then feel high for awhile, next day feel like crap.. actually depends la.. if close friends ask me to drink then i will drink abit la.. no money sia.. my ns pay like crap also one.. oni $350.. minus off $100 i give my parents i oni left $250.. so cannot la mus survive wif this money..

**i always loved u for wat u r, it's jus tat u dun realise it. i always wanted to hold u in my arms n tell u how much i love u but didn't have the courage to. i dreamt of u lying in my arms but when i wake up, i found nth but tears in my eyes**

I LOVE YOU
posted @ 2:59 PM